Blinding My Vision

I've been okay, somewhat content
Let's get lights on this, where has it been?
Told me your fears, I disappeared
That was a sin, I'd never defend

But I need to tell you what I'm feelin' in the end
Let's throw all those onto one bad decision
I'm aware it's my fault, doin' better
I need to believe me, the words I say when I tell you

Glorious song, strong and intense
We sang along, with all my best friends
Tattoos on your arm, you drew them yourself
The more that I learn, the less that I fear

I think of that song when I'm talkin' to you, you
I don't wanna feel the loss anymore
'Cause it's blinding my vision
I'm aware it's my fault, doin' better
I need you to believe me, the words I say when I tell you

Throw me away, I've known better days
So much will change, what's left is in shambles
I was no saint, played us as a gamble
That was a sin, I'd never defend

I remember that song when I'm thinkin' of you, you
We don't really have to talk anymore
'Cause I know you're still healin'
I'm aware it's my fault, doin' better
I need to believe me, the words I say when I tell you