Consequences

I forgot
My wallet and my keys in a cab in the city
So I got
Down on my knees, crying out to a corporate deity
A black hole
Was tearing into me where my heart had forgotten about fragility
And tenderness and your absentee

Without being emotional
Just going through the motions of
One big self sabotaging empty bitch
It's scary to realize the reasons why you wanna die
And that you would spare them of the consequences
(Spare them of the consequences)

On the shore
The medium told me I will grind for eternity
And what's more
I'll never be rid of a hex that my ex's mom put on me
I melt down
In this cheap plastic chair where my heart had forgotten
That you were near to me
And waiting there ever patiently

Without being emotional
Just going through the motions of
One big self sabotaging empty bitch
It's scary to realize the reasons why you wanna die
And that you would spare them of the consequences
(Spare them of the consequences)

Here lies, dead eyes
Lilly white is surprised
But you're not on the guestlist, baby
General malaise and a needy gaze
Nothing wants anymore, nothing hurts anymore
When you're not
A second thought

Without being emotional
Just going through the motions of
One big self sabotaging empty bitch
It's scary to realize the reasons why you wanna die
And that you would spare them of the consequences
Spare them of the consequences