Left On Read

Hey, it's me again
I know you won't pick up
I just wanted to say
I'm not okay without you

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, girl
I've been fighting my thoughts all night
Your memory don't play nice
Every promise you ever made
Now they cutting me like a knife

You turned cold, I stayed warm
I stayed real, you changed forms
I was building us a home
You was packing your bags all along

I was holding you down in the rain
You was dancing in someone else's Sun
Now I'm here talking to my pain
'Cause you already moved on

You left me on read, on read
Now I'm drunk texting regrets
I gave you my chest, my best
You gave me pain and distance

You left me on read, on read
Now I can't sleep in my bed
I loved you more than myself
Now I'm learning how to forget

I saw the signs, I ignored them
Thought love was enough to fix it
I was praying for your attention
You was out there acting different

Every I love you felt scripted
Every touch felt borrowed time
I was drowning in your ocean
You was already on dry land

Now I don't trust what my heart says
'Cause it lied to me before
I gave you all of my darkness
You still asked me for more

You left me on read, on read
Now I'm drunk texting regrets
I gave you my chest, my best
You gave me pain and distance

You left me on read, on read
Now I can't sleep in my bed
I loved you more than myself
Now I'm learning how to forget

If loving you was my mistake
Then I don't wanna be right
I lost myself trying to save
Something already dying

I still check my phone sometimes
Like maybe you'll change your mind
But silence be louder than words
And yours be killing me slow

Yeah, it's me
I won't call again after this
Take care, okay