Now

I was not ready to suffer now, tears are for the weak
Deny all brands, pretended to be alive to move on
Was not what made me strong, tears were for wimps
I do not know say, even though I was happy I feel alone
Cry was one of the only truths that I could tell

Perhaps been denying to hear a pain to hear the heart
Even apart could tell his heart was beating
Deduced say that come alive to tell
But some of the sides were not swinging
Making me a coward not deny me say I love you
Just do not want to hurt your heart, not now

Whatever it is, will be glad of your happiness
Before the mirror I see who I am suffering
Whatever happens, I'll be by your side
I just want to be crying

This will be now? Do not know me understand
This will be now? Maybe I should wait
This will be now? And now?

I found a smile that I rejoice every hour
Feel their voice was torturing me ever
I was determined to pass the front, but you did not blame
Deny in saying that already more love, after all we all need affection
Said I'm strong enough to move on, but not quite
Smile in times of sorrow and pain is my strong point

Whatever it is, will be glad of your happiness
Before the mirror I see who I am suffering
Whatever happens, I'll be by your side
I just want to be crying

I'm not strong to say that I am no longer to play
As much as I am happy, I feel alone
I can not explain my feelings out, maybe the tears begin to flow
Been silent if something was not pleasing me
I was guarding, the throat is in a knot
He changed my life, maybe he would change, but it was me who changed
I am dry to say, just want to cry

This will be now? Do not know me understand
This will be now? Maybe I should wait
This will be now? And now?

I do not know where to go
I do not know what I'm feeling
I do not know why I'm hurt
I do not know why I'm so
I do not know why
I do not know where to go
I do not know what I'm feeling
I do not know why I'm hurt
I do not know why I'm so
I do not know why
I do not understand me
Maybe I should wait
This will be now?

This will be now? Do not know me understand
This will be now? Maybe I should wait
This will be now? And now?