Numb Little Bug

I don't feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven't caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we're out of touch
I've been driving in LA
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that's bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see
If you feel the same as me

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really sad but you still wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cause you gotta survive
Like your not in the room but you wanna be there
Like you have apathy inside but you’re trying to care
Like you wanna be loved but there’s no one there
Am I past repair

A little bit tired of smiling when I'm alone
A little bit tired of no repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin’
There’s water in my boat
I'm barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
I wish I had quick repairs to cope
Guess I'm just broken and broke

The prescription's on its way
With a name I can't pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy, I wish that I could count
'Cause I just wanna see
If this could make me happy

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really sad but you still wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive do I have to survive
Like your not in the room but you wanna be there
Like you have apathy inside but you’re trying to care
Like you wanna be loved but there’s no one there
Am I past repair

A little bit tired of smiling when I'm alone
A little bit tired of no repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin’
There’s water in my boat
I'm barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
I wish I had quick repairs to cope
Guess I'm just broken and broke

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?
Like you're want to be happy and you don't wanna die
Like a numb little bug that's gotta survive
That's gotta survive