What I wanted

Well, I think I lost myself today
I need direction
Can someone throw me down a line
I can't get connection
I'm tired of being lost inside
The hell I'm in
And I'd give everything to shed
This worn out skin

My development got flawed today
I'd stride if I could
Hopelessness take charge again
If only I would
I've joined up with insanity
And nothing's right
So I'll tape the windows up again to block the light

But I know this
I said I know this

I've never been so weak
I've got to find something else to rely on
My reason never seemed so loud
No words
This disappearance has left me
Fractured again
Plastic
I've never been so proud

In my mind I feel this
But my eyes can't see this
In my mind I feel this
But my eyes can't see this

I lost the will to live today
Did the line get crossed?
And I hardly recognise myself
But at what cost?
Too many words, too little time
To make sense of it all
And it maybe all just meaningless
I can't recall

But I know this
I said I know this

I've never been so weak
I've got to find something else to rely on
My reason never seemed so loud
No words
This disappearance has left me
Fractured again
Plastic
I've never been so proud

In my mind I feel this
But my eyes can't see this
In my mind I feel this
But my eyes can't see this