Zenmai

I've make-believe freedom in my handI've make-believe freedom in my hand
I escaped and was puzzledI escaped and was puzzled
あしあとにつばをはきすべてをてきにしashiato ni tsuba wo haki subete wo teki nishi
"cloudy hearts\"にすがり"cloudy hearts" ni sugari
"いるばしょ\"にすがり"iru basho" ni sugari
I shut in time in darkness りゆうをさがすのかI shut in time in darkness riyuu wo sagasu no ka?

Taking each other's hands with resignationTaking each other's hands with resignation
あいまいななぐさめと Though I understand allaimai na nagusame to Though I understand all
すぎゆくひびをいつまでゆびをくわえたちつくしみてるのかsugiyuku hibi wo itsu made yubi wo kuwae tachitsukushi miteru no ka?
Many times, refrain, I talk to myselfMany times, refrain, I talk to myself

おもくさびたとびらをひらきomoku sabita tobira wo hiraki
うしろのゆうわくをおそれずにいるあおいをushiro no yuuwaku wo osorezu ni iru aoi wo
きみにさしこむひかりにかざせばkimi ni sashikomu hikari ni kazaseba
ぜんまいはときはなつzenmai wa tokihanatsu

くらやみでうごかずにしまいこんだkurayami de ugokasazu ni shimaikonda
おくびょうなふるどけいのぜんまいをまたまきokubyou na furudokei no zenmai wo mata maki
とまったままのときのゆくえときみはtomatta mama no toki no yukue to kimi wa
ぼくはつれだすよboku wa tsuredasu yo

I hauled in the thread which led to you in a deep placeI hauled in the thread which led to you in a deep place
I shut in you for a long timeI shut in you for a long time
Don't worry about it. I'm safe. I never changedDon't worry about it. I'm safe. I never changed
いつからかぼくはひとりになっていたitsu kara ka boku wa hitori ni natteita
But I noticed youBut I noticed you

たぐっていとのさきできみにさいかいしたらtagutte ito no saki de kimi ni saikai shitara
あきらめはてばなしきみとてをとりあおうakirame wa tebanashi kimi to te wo toriaou
からまっていたかこげんざいみらいはkaramatteita kako genzai mirai wa
ぜんまいがときほどくzenmai ga toki hodoku

みせかけのじゆうはきえてmisekake no jiyuu wa kiete
あれはてたちでみらいをうばおうarehateta chi de mirai wo ubaou
ひかりのさすじゆうはすぐそばにhikari no sasu jiyuu wa sugu soba ni
ひもとくしゅうけつへhimotoku shuuketsu e

うしなったいたわりのPARTSをつなぎushinatta itawari no PARTS wo tsunagi
こわれゆくPRIDEをおしみなくみすててしまおうkowareyuku PRIDE wo oshiminaku misutete shimaou
たとえたびのとちゅうでちからつきてもtatoe tabi no tochuu de chikara tsukite mo
びょうしんのCLUBはやまないbyoushin no CLUB wa yamanai