Torturing Myself

You hit me like lightning, then you brought me back to life
It felt like my heart stopped, and i died a thousand times
My friends tried to warn me, that you were incapable, of loving somebody like me
Deep down i know that they're right, but i'm still gonna stay the night

I don't need you but i want to
These feelings got me playing the fool

I just keep torturing myself, self, self
Can't put all these feelings for you on a shelf, shelf, shelf
I want you so bad and i know you can tell, tell, tell
But i know loving you's gonna hurt me like hell
Got all these feelings that i just can't help
So i'll just keep torturing my-

I just keep torturing, i just keep torturing myself
I just keep torturing, i just keep torturing myself

You knocked on my heart, beat down the door, so i let you in
And i just keep running back for more, time and time again
And i try not to wonder, who you're on the phone with, when it's two in the morning
But i'm still gonna stay the night, why even put up a fight? yeah

I don't need you but i want to
These feelings got me playing the fool

I just keep torturing myself, self, self
Can't put all these feelings for you on a shelf, shelf, shelf
I want you so bad and i know you can tell, tell, tell
But i know loving you's gonna hurt me like hell
Got all these feelings that i just can't help
So i'll just keep torturing my-

Oh, oh-oh-oh
Feels like i'm banging my head with a hammer again and again
Oh, oh-oh-oh
Every time i let you in

I just keep torturing myself, self, self
Can't put all these feelings for you on a shelf, shelf, shelf
I want you so bad and i know you can tell, tell, tell
But i know loving you's gonna hurt me like hell
Got all these feelings that i just can't help
So i'll just keep torturing my-

I just keep torturing, i just keep torturing myself
I just keep torturing, i just keep torturing myself