Fuck

You make me happy and a million emotions I can’t understand
I’m wrapped around the fingertips on both your hands
You make me wanna slit my wrists when you’re around, and have you kiss em
You always actin different, I’ve tried convincing me a minute I don’t like you like that
But every conversation with you just proves that

I wanna leave the city but I just flew back
And you just got back with your boy, this bout the fourth time
I’m not biased I just feel like he’s wasting your time
Maybe I’m lying cause you not taking any of mine
Fuck

And if you knew how much I cared about you, you’d probably be weirded out
Or maybe you’d just confess you think about me the same amount
And you get turned on when I’m writing about eating you out
And writing you and all the things you do with your mouth
You’re beautiful as cotton candy sunsets I send you pictures of
I fucking love it when you ask me to give you shoulder rubs

When I wrap my thumb around yours, you’re so soft
If my hands could stay in yours forever they’d never need pockets
Your face deserves a heart shaped locket laying on my shirt
I wanna drive around in my own car 'til it don’t work
And just vacation 'til motherfuckers are making amber alerts for us
I hope that works for you

But ima stay up 'til the AM writing poems in bed
I wrote this shit in 10 minutes cause you were stuck in my head
Now I stained my fucking sheets with this knife in my hand
And ima drip all over the pages using blood as a pen
I’m in love