Myself

I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough
Had me questioning myself
I wasn't sure enough
Had me looking in the mirror
Tryna analyze my figure
I ain't perfect
You want perfect
So that figures
You always put me in a bad place
Said we were moving at a fast pace
It was all my fault
I fell in love too hard
I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah)
Said you love me
But you only loved yourself

You rocked me so hard
You played all your cards right
You played with my heart
(I might) I might not be the same way

You were walking in that door you wasn't saying: Hi
You were walking out that door you wasn't saying: Bye bye
Seems like you only got that way when things ain't go your way (oh, oh)
How could you tell me you love and behave this way
Sometimes I don't
Know how I survived
You picked me up
You threw me in the sky
And when I fell you let me hit the ground
I still felt alone with you around
I learned my lesson
Yeah shit got heck-tick
But all in all the experience it was a blessing
You taught me patience
Can't skip the basics
It's like you only wanted me for that sensation (yeah)
I remember all the lies (all the lies)
All the night you made me cry (made me cry)
When you controlled my mind (you controlled my mind)
Had me wishing I would die (had me wishing I would die)
You will never know how I feel (how I feel)
I gave my all to you my love was real (my love was real)
But you didn't love me
But you didn't love me
I loved you when I didn't love myself
Said you love me, but you only love yourself

You rocked me so hard
You played all your cards right
You played with my heart
I might (I might)
Might not be the same way, might not be the same lay