I Am More Than Enough

I am more than enough
I used to iron out my edges just to fit your frame

Stay quiet when I should have spoken, swallowed all my pain
Left my own voicemail just to hear somebody check on me
'Cause you were always home but never really there for me
I learned to read your silence like a second language, yeah
Apologized for crying, called it being sensitive
Kept the lights off when you're coming late just grateful you came back
Didn't know that love wasn't supposed to feel like that

I am more than enough, yeah
More than the mess you left behind
More than the nights I spent losing my mind
I am more than enough, more than enough
More than the girl who kept shrinking herself
More than the love I was giving someone else
I am more than enough
I always was, I just forgot
I found a journal from the year that we were falling apart
It said: Be better, try harder, don't break his heart
Like I was the one who needed fixing, Lord, the audacity
I was pouring from an empty cup and calling that maturity
And my girls kept saying: Lena, you deserve so much more
But I was too deep in the story to walk out the door
So I stayed another season, watched another bloom
Watered every inch of you and left nothing for my roots

I am more than enough, yeah
More than the mess you left behind
More than the nights I spent losing my mind
I am more than enough, more than enough
More than the girl who kept shrinking herself
More than the love I was giving someone else
I am more than enough
I always was, I just forgot
And I'm not angry anymore
I'm just tired of being small
I'm not crying over you
I'm crying 'cause I gave you all of me
And I want it back now
This morning I looked in the mirror, really looked, like I hadn't done in years
And the girl staring back at me wasn't broken
She was just still here
Still standing in the bathroom at 7: 00 AM with dry eyes and soft hands and a brand new plan
I'm reclaiming every sigh, every late night, every prayer
Every piece of me I left in rooms that didn't care
So let the record show I chose me
Finally, finally, I chose me

I am more than enough, yeah
More than the mess you left behind
More than the nights I spent losing my mind
I am more than enough, more than enough
More than the girl who kept shrinking herself
More than the love I was giving someone else
I am more than enough
I always was, I just forgot
I don't need to be chosen to know my worth
I don't need a witness to know what I survived
This right here, this is mine
I am enough
I am enough
Always was