slow down

I'm feeling better
I'm the goddess
I'm not afraid yeah
I'm not feeling sorry
I'm feeling good about the body
In the suitcase
So I'm gonna throw a party

I wanna throw a party
I wanna call my girls
I want to go hard
Yeah, I want to throw up
I want to steal some money
I wanna shoot a gun
I want to take a shot
Yeah I wanna be alone

I don't wanna be alone
Smoke and drink some alcohol
Complain that I work too hard
It's too hard to write a song
And blame that I'm too young
Too young to do it right
Too young to save the world
Too dumb to sympathize

But I'm doing fine
'Cause fame is doing well
'Cause music treats me wrong
My house is lowkey hell
My friends they are too scared
My friends they always say
They say
That I'm too brave
I don't care how I behave

My sister say its drama
I live for the drama
I only do cocaine
'Cause I wanna feel some drama
And when they ask me why
Or when they ask me how
I say that I'll need is some oxicodona

Yeah I'm not so confident right now
'Cause the cops are standing outside my house
'Cause I killed someone and the music's loud
So I'm gonna slow down
I'm gonna slow down
'Cause I'm goind down

But I'm doing fine
'Cause fame is doing well
'Cause music treats me wrong
My house is lowkey hell

My fans they are too scare
I don't how to behave
And they don't want me dead
So they beating up the hate
They beating up the-

Too far
2 shooting stars
To shoot someone
To cheers the dark
To drink a lot
And spend the money
So it can decides who you are
And if fame is trouble
I'm a popstar
If fame is money
I'm gonna bankrupt
If fame is beauty
Then I'll meet her
Fuck her
And give her a car

But I'm doing fine
'Cause fame is doing well
'Cause money does me wrong
My house looks like hell

My fans they are too scared
I don't know how to behave

Yeah, I'm not so confident right now
'Cause the cops are standing outside my house
'Cause I killed someone and the music's loud
So I'm gonna slow down
I'm gonna slow down
'Cause I'm goin' down