Everytime

I get tired of your disappearances
You get tired of my overthinking (yeah)
They all tell me: Just walk away
But I still feel my heart sinking (yeah, yeah)
I swear I'm done, I swear it's over (yeah)
Then you show up out of nowhere (hey)
It's like we're stuck inside a story
Where the ending's never fair

I try not to care about it
I try to act like I'm above it
But every time I think I'm free from it

You get drunk and call me past midnight
I get weak and Iose the fight
Why, oh why, does this happen every time?
I take a shot, say I'm over you
But everybody knows that isn't true
I turn into someone I don't recognize
Why, oh why, does this happen every time?

Every time I go back to being
Go back to being, go back to being
Go back, go back to being
The same old me again

When I try to find somebody new (yeah)
Something always feels off inside
They look at me but all I see
Is you in a different light
They say I'm addicted to chaos
That I just can't let you go
My heart keeps pulling me backwards
Even when my mind says no

I try not to care about it
I try to rise above it
But every time I think I'm free from it

You get drunk and call me past midnight
I get weak and lose the fight
Why, oh why, does this happen every time?
I say I'm dome, I swear I tried
But onde I miss you and I slide
I turn into such a fool for you
Why, oh why, does this happen every time?

Every time I go back to being
Go back to being, go back to being
Go back to being, go back to being
The same old thing again

Maybe I love the way it hurts
Maybe I'm scared of something worse
Maybe the silence is too loud
Maybe I just miss us somehow

I tell myself it's the last time
Draw a different finish line
But the second that you cross my mind
I'm already crossing mine

I try not to care about it
But every time I think I'm free from it

You get drunk and call me past midnight
I get weak and lose the fight (lose the fight)
Why, oh why, does this happen every time?
I say I'm done, I swear I tried (I tried)
But one I miss you and I slide
I turn into such a fool for you
Why, oh why, does this happen every time? (Every time, yeah)

Every time I go back to being (back to being)
Go back to being, go back to being
Go back, go back to being
The same old me again
Every time