I Think I'm Afraid Of Being Happy, You Know What I Mean?

I think I'll soon fall apart
My mind's kind of a mess
I think I'll blow to pieces
I think I'm afraid of being who I am
I think I'm afraid of being happy, you know what I mean?
So try to tell me

I've been overwhelmed
I'm tired of being hurt
I thought I'd be the boy of your dreams
But it seems I never would be
You hardly ever told me that you loved me
You hardly ever told me that you wanted me

Your eyes lie
I see right through them
I always fell for the illusions

I think I'll soon fall apart
My mind's kind of a mess
I think I'll blow to pieces
I think I'm afraid of being who I am
I think I'm afraid of being happy, you know what I mean?
So try to tell me

I think I'll soon fall apart
My mind's kind of a mess
I think I'll blow to pieces
I think I'm afraid of being who I am
I think I'm afraid of being happy, you know what I mean?
So try to tell me

I could've be less of a fool, but I'd try
I could've be less of a fool to believe all they say, but I'd try (ah-ah)

I think I'll soon fall apart
My mind's kind of messed up
I think I'll blow to pieces
I think I'm afraid of being who I am
I think I'm afraid of being happy, you know what I mean?
So try to tell me (I think)

I think I'll soon fall apart
My mind's kind of messed up
I think I'll blow to pieces
I think I'm afraid of being who I am
I think I'm afraid of being happy, you know what I mean?
So try to tell me

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Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
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Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
But I tried

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Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
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But I tried

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
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But I tried (ooh)