All of Me

I learned how to wait like someone smoking in the rain
Knowing it won't last
Yet insisting anyway

You arrive like someone who makes no promises
And leave like someone who never belonged
Still, I open the door
And let you in once again

There's something wrong in the way I want you
But I don't know how to love without falling
You never asked me for anything
And still you took everything from me

If this isn't love, explain to me
Why it hurts this much
Why the world grows heavy
When you decide to leave

There are nights when I almost forget
Who I was
Before learning
That I would stay in your in-between
And that crumbs would be left for me

There is a kind of absence
That cannot be solved by distance
Yours lives in me
Like a fragile mistake
I forgot to correct

There's something wrong in the way I wait for you
Like someone who asks without speaking
You never said: Stay
But I stayed until I broke

If it's so little, why does it weigh so much?
If it's a lie, why does it burn?
Tell me what name is given
To a love that never fits

There's something wrong in the way I want you
But I don't know how to love without falling
You never asked me for anything
And still you took everything from me

There's something wrong in the way I want you
But I don't know how to love without falling
You never asked me for anything
And still you took everything from me