lost cause

I'm so overconsumed
Baby, I assume everyone wants you the way I do
I know it's crazy, can you blame me?
I see the way they look at you

It's 1 am and you're not home
Why'd you leave me all alone?
Enter my intrusive thoughts
I bet you're in the bed with someone else
Chloe, Kelly, or Michelle
Watch me kill 'em all myself
I'm spiraling down, and down, and down
And I can't stop

I wonder where you are at night
When I can't fall asleep
And you're not next to me
Rewriting every storyline
Like you're not into me
And you're just gonna leave
Reliving it a thousand times
Like I'm stuck on repeat
Take it to the extreme
I'm spiraling down, and down, and down
And I can't stop

Maybe I'm a lost cause
Lost cause, lost cause, lost cause
Maybe I'm a lost cause
Lost cause, lost cause, lost cause
Maybe I'm a lost cause

Wish I could lock you up in my room
I'd keep you safe, I'd watch every move
If I could see me from your point of view
Maybe I'd believe that none of it's true

It's 1 am and you're not home
Why'd you leave me all alone?
Enter my intrusive thoughts
What if you're over it and wanna go
Like I'm someone you'd outgrow
Why'd I let my feelings show?
I'm spiraling down, and down, and down
And I can't stop

I wonder where you are at night
When I can't fall asleep
And you're not next to me
Rewriting every storyline
Like you're not into me
And you're just gonna leave
Reliving it a thousand times
Like I'm stuck on repeat
Take it to the extreme
I'm spiraling down, and down, and down
And I can't stop

Maybe I'm a lost cause
Lost cause, lost cause, lost cause
Maybe I'm a lost cause (lost cause, lost cause)
Lost cause, lost cause, lost cause
Maybe I'm a lost cause (lost cause, oh)
Maybe I'm a lost cause
Lost cause, lost cause, lost cause
Maybe I'm a lost cause (lost cause, cause)
Lost cause, lost cause, lost cause
Maybe I'm a lost cause