My Own Slave

I couldn't explain to you
Why I am the way I am
Cause when I try to find the words
They escape from my mouth and hands

No matter how many times I tried
To explain what's in my mind
I just think that's just like a blank
That's happening inside

So when I'm confident enough to say
All of a sudden the confidence fades away
Disappearing in the same time
Confusing again what's in my mind

I wish I could be strong enough
To stand for myself and be brave
I don't want feel this forever
Like I am my own slave
If you think you can save me
Please, just try to save
Cause this situation can leads me
To a place like a grave

Sometimes I just can't explain to myself
Or reach a place inside of confidence
Cause deep inside I'm confused like you
Trying to understand if I have the chance

If I can be calm and not so tense
Suddenly I'm feeling weak again
Like forgetting the real secret of life
Everything I've learned from my own pain

So when I'm confident enough to say
All of a sudden the confidence fades away
Disappearing in the same time
Confusing again what's in my mind

I wish I could be strong enough
To stand for myself and be brave
I don't want feel this forever
Like I am my own slave
If you think you can save me
Please, just try to save
Cause this situation can leads me
To a place like a grave

I don't want to feel like I'm empty
Never again
I gotta fill my mind with something
That I can stand
If you can tell me something useful
I would appreciate
And if you can stay and calm
That would be great

I wish I could be strong enough
To stand for myself and be brave
I don't want feel this forever
Like I am my own slave
If you think you can save me
Please, just try to save
Cause this situation can leads me
To a place like a grave

I wish I could be strong enough
To stand for myself and be brave
I don't want feel this forever
Like I am my own slave
If you think you can save me
Please, just try to save
Cause this situation can leads me
To a place like a grave

Like a grave
Like a grave
Like a
Grave

Like a grave
Like a grave
Like a grave
I just wanna be saved!