silly

The mirror's cold, it shows my age
No drug can clean this empty space
I won't run after what won't stay
Too tired to beg, too tired today

And every night I feel the same
Counting hours with no shame

Silly, I lie awake
(Silly) hoping I don't see the day
(Silly) I don't want to need someone
(Silly) I just want the dark to come

Memories cut, they never heal
Time just proves what's lost is real
I'm not young and I can't pretend
Every line just says the end

And every night I feel the same
Counting hours with no shame

Silly, I lie awake
(Silly) hoping I don't see the day
(Silly) I don't want to need someone
(Silly) I just want the dark to come

I'm not screaming, I just get out
A quiet voice, too weak to shout
Even silence argues back
A coin that spins, I won't collapse

Silly, I lie awake
Hoping I don't see the day
I don't want to need someone
I just want the dark to come

Close the curtains, let it fade
If I wake, I'll face the weight
If I don't, just let it stay
The night can take it all away