The Thought I Feared The Most

If there's a God
I need an answer why
You faded out
Into the sky
The thought I feared the most
Came crawling over me
It got a hold of you
And took you far away
I want to be with you
But I can't reach you there
That's why I ask myself
Could this be the end?

Can't find the words
That I need to describe
The pain I feel
Oh so deep inside

Is there something wrong I've done?
Have I not done right?

If there's a God please answer me why
Oh I need an answer why
I'm talking to myself in a room