Cold Blooded (Demo) (feat. Ilsey)

The rain is pouring down and I'm looking out the window
Thinking I'ma change my ways
Somehow I do this to myself, but I'm blaming you again
And hold a grudge for days
I learned from my mama to never let it go
But that's not who I really am
There's a little part of me with a lot of history
And I wanna help you understand

That one day the tears flooded
So I decided to be cold-blooded
So I'd never get hurt again
There was someone I loved
Who decided to be cold-blooded
So I'm just gonna blame it on them
I lie and say I'm better on my own
When we're laying here close, it's like laying in the snow
'Cause there's no love
I got cold, cold blood

Get scared and uncomfortable
It hurts me any time you say I'm pretty
So I try to keep it moving
And I pick a fight to bring up something petty
It's just that my daddy didn't always know how to say
That he's proud of who I am
There's a little part of me holding on to history
And I wanna help you understand

That one day the tears flooded
So I decided to be cold-blooded
So I'd never get hurt again
There was someone I loved
Who decided to be cold-blooded
So I'm just gonna blame it on them
I lie and say I'm better on my own
When we're laying here close, it's like laying in the snow
'Cause there's no love
I got cold, cold

It's not you, you're perfect
I feel like I don't deserve it
When I can't see my own worth
I can't see why you put me first and

I lie and say I'm better on my own
When we're laying here close, it's like laying in the snow
'Cause there's no love
I got cold, I got cold
I got cold, I got cold blood

Mm, mm, mm
Cold blood