Here It Is

As I’ve tried to control everything
I’ve found out that I control nothing
Then I get surrounded by protection
(But) don’t wanna build walls between us
So many questions to be answered
Will you see me gone soon enough?

Doctor said no one rules their own minds
And that happenstance is part of life
At first, things seem under control
(You) don’t mean it, but stories can hurt
It’s a history I don’t wanna know
How important are these stupid words?

Complicate too much
I try to stay in touch
So as to move ahead

Well here it is
It’ll happen again
I’m sorry if it sounds
Like I don’t care about our memories anymore
I hear you say: These are the best times I’ve ever lived
And I don’t want to lose it all
I’ve ever lived and I don’t want to lose it all

I feel I’m stuck in your past, whenever I see your photographs
You just tell me to forget, but why do you still keep them there
Just to show?
Just to show to everyone?

Well here it is
It’ll happen again
I’m sorry if it sounds
That I don’t care about our memories anymore
I hear you say: These are the best times I’ve ever lived
And I don’t want to lose it all
I’ve picture it my mind, it’s deep inside
Now what I am is built upon loose ends we should’ve tied
Can we go further on loose ends we should’ve tied?