Best I Can

I've been doing the best I can
Don't know if it's enough though

I've been doing the best I can
I don't know if it's enough though
Demons sleeping in my bed
Now I'm trying to make them not go

Looking dark for a while, couldn't find home
From the start, thought that I would just die young, uh
I party on my own, it's a vibe when I'm alone
If it wasn't for you, I wonder if I'd be gone

It's hard work, they say it's so easy
It's all talk, all the sweat, tears, and bleeding
In the shadows, no one seeing in

And that's the battle 'cause
I'm doing the best I can
Made of gold she won't let me go fall
Goodbye, my friend

Just a ghost photo hung on the wall
And it's so hard to tell myself that all is well
I'm so dead inside, her lies, they're still
And I hate goodbyes, I lie here still
The pain, that hate, the love I feel
It's alright, baby, it's all
It's all fine, when you call

I've been hanging by the phone, waiting for you
'Cause it feels like I'm at home when I hold you like
Oh, whoa, whoa, oh, they all feeling like, yeah, they feeling like gold
So they say so, but not okay, no
'Cause they're all hiding out of sight while I go

Baby, they know that we won
Way we speak in tongues
Way you mess with me and I like it 'cause you do it just for fun
Give me feeling when I'm numb
When it's dark, you the Sun
You the second part of me, baby, I know you the one, so

I'm doing the best I can
Made of gold she won't let me go fall
Goodbye, my friend

Just a ghost photo hung on the wall
And it's so hard to tell myself that all is well
I'm so dead inside, her lies, they're still
And I hate goodbyes, I lie here still

The pain, that hate, the love I feel