Black Sheep

My life is collapsing
Right before my very eyes
I am sick but I'm healthy
I am dead but still alive
I don't want to talk about it
Or the end that it brings
I don't want to feel better
No I don't want to feel a thing

This is black sheep boy
Signing out
I've given up on this world
There's nothing left for me now
Am I coming in clearly?
Do you copy me now?
This is black sheep
Over and out

In my skin I feel restless
Just remind myself to breathe
I am brave but I'm useless
I am lost but I believe
Close my eyes for a moment
Well aware I'm still in drive
This is not what I've chosen
This is not my kind of life

This is black sheep boy
Signing out
I've given up on this world
There's nothing left for me now
Am I coming in clearly?
Do you copy me now?
This is black sheep
Over and out

It's the same bullshit on different day
It's all bullshit, everything you say
Spiraling down down down
Spiraling down down
Spiraling down

My life is collapsing
Right before my very eyes

This is black sheep boy
Signing out
I've given up on this world
There's nothing left for me now
Am I coming in clearly?
Do you copy me now?
This is black sheep
Over and out

This is black sheep boy
Signing out
I've given up on this world
There's nothing left for me now
Am I coming in clearly?
Do you copy me now?
This is black sheep
Over and out