Gasoline

Now the floor is shaking
And my world is breaking
I know I'm running out of time
My heartbeat's soaring
And I've been ignoring
All the obvious warning signs

Now I didn't think it would cut this deep
I made a promise that I'd be fine
In my isolation, I'm becoming jaded
To everything that I call mine

Douse myself in gasoline
But I'll never blame the flames on me
I wonder why I'm breathing dirt
When I buried myself so deep into the earth
Now I can't play this game anymore
Something is dying to see me face-down on the floor
My walls, they're wearing thin
If you're wondering where I've been
Buried in my own skin

Every name is a bridge I burned and a story that died
It's one that I hope I tell in time
Every face is a memory I'm scared to reclaim
I stare at the sky for someone to blame

Too tired to run now, no way to hide
When trying to escape what's inside
No, I can't pour out this poison pride
Now it's all mine

Douse myself in gasoline
But I'll never blame the flames on me
I wonder why I'm breathing dirt
When I buried myself so deep into the earth
Now I can't play this game anymore
Something is dying to see me face-down on the floor
My walls, they're wearing thin
If you're wondering where I've been
Buried in my own skin

Trapped in the cage that I've made
Constructed from ego and shame
Trapped in the cage that I've made
I'm choking on shame

Doused myself in gasoline
But I never blame the flames on me
I wonder why I'm breathing dirt
When I buried myself

Douse myself in gasoline
But I'll never blame the flames on me
I wonder why I'm breathing dirt
When I buried myself so deep into the earth
Now I can't play this game anymore
Something is dying to see me face-down on the floor
My walls, they're wearing thin
If you're wondering where I've been
Buried in my own skin