Panic Attack

Are you still wearing your grandmother's necklace?
Can you go shopping without writing a check list?
Did you keep that receipt from our date at the zoo?
I'm still smoking and pulling all nighters
But I stopped being so scared of spiders
Now I catch em' and let them go like you used to

Are you good? Are you bad? Are you happy or sad?
Do you still do that thing where you cry when you laugh?
Or are you over that? (over that, over that, over that)
Cause I'm not over that

Spend all my money on things I don't need but it won't bring you back
Trying to stay it going to therapy but it doesn't work like that
You made it seem easy, well, I'm heavy breathing
And I'm having a panic attack
A hundred dollars later, I don't feel any better
So why is it so damn hard for me to get over this? I'm over it
To get over this, I'm over it

I can see your old house from the highway
But it's missing your car from the driveway
Where did you go? Are you still somewhere close?

Are you good? Are you bad? Are you happy or sad?
Do you still do that thing where you cry when you laugh?
Or are you over that? (over that, over that, over that)
Cause I'm not over that

Spend all my money on things I don't need but it won't bring you back
Trying to stay it going to therapy but it doesn't work like that
You made it seem easy, well, I'm heavy breathing
And I'm having a panic attack
A hundred dollars later, I don't feel any better
So why is it so damn hard for me to get over this? I'm over it
To get over this, I'm over it

You're probably prepared for this
While I'm going through a middle-life crisis
Did you even miss me cause you moved on so quick?

You made it seem easy, well, I'm heavy breathing
And I'm having a panic attack
A hundred dollars later, I don't feel any better
So why is it so damn hard for me to get over this? I'm over it
To get over this, I'm over it