Different Year

I'd be lying if I said I'm alright
I've been drunk by myself most these nights
Even then my dreams are scared of the light
I'm alright

I'd be lying if I said I'm okay
Though I'm awake when night turns into day
When momma calls don't quite know what to say
I'm okay

I swear, that it's just me
Living alone, inside insanity
Can I come over
Or you come here
I wish that this would disappear

Can I come over
Or you come here
If I go to sleep can I wake up in a different year

I'd be lying if I said that I'm fine
The most depressing shit's on my timeline
It's just people fighting all the time
But I'm fine

I'd be lying if I said I remember May
Could've sworn July was yesterday
When friends call don't quite know what to say
I'm okay

I know, it's not just me
Who wants someone to hold
Just someone to please

Can I come over
Or you come here
I wish that this would disappear

Can I come over
Or you come here
If I go to sleep can I wake up in a different year

Broke up the day before my birthday
Was alone on the 4th of July
Start my twenties with one less penny
Even if we're still stuck inside

Can I come over
Or you come here
I wish that this would disappear

Can I come over
Or you come here
If I go to sleep will I wake up

Can I come over
Or you come here
I wish that this would disappear

Can I come over
Or you come here
If I go to sleep can I wake up in a different year