Qualities

An old and atypical heart
Lips worn from inexistent kisses
Withered flowers of an old friend
A grudge that turned into fire

Hand in hand with fear
I remember those eyes of fire
I had to tolerate

I had qualities that were lost
I had doubts that would kill me
Illicit things, lies that in my mind were perfect
I had qualities that would die with me
But I let go, I let go

Not even in my wildest dreams
I felt such strong pain
It was like being stabbed and dying bleeding from the mouth
I waited for weeks in my room
They say it's adolescence

Hand in hand with insecurity
I remember those bittersweet feelings
I had to lie

I had qualities that were lost
I had doubts that would kill me
Illicit things, lies that in my mind were perfect
I had qualities that would die with me
But I let go, I let go go

I let go, my qualities
I let go, my qualities
I let go, my qualities