Going Numb

Why can't I
just feel something besides
just some numbness?
No pain
no happiness inside
I can't feel at all
I can't seem to
grasp what's going on
without going into
some kind of trance
it's so bizarre
I can't feel at all
I can't see at all
No sign of emotion
nobody is listening to me no
no nervous reaction
Just another
blank expression for me
what's wrong with me?
Senses dull now
staring at the wall
it must be a defect
Going numb and
I can't feel at all