What I've Become

As complicated as we try to be
At the end, it's just you and me
Sitting across from each other
Pretending to do nothing but agree
I'll make it harder than it ever has to be
And you lied to me, everything I see
Saying things just to disagree
Is the roller coaster we love to be on

When we take what we see
That we see in each other
We see every reason
It's worth every problem

What I've become
Is hard to never change
When I become
Everything that you love to hate
What I've become
Is impossible to throw away
When I become
Everything that you love to hate

Going from a cry to a smile
Even if it's for a little while
Seems like just enough to keep you here
So giving anymore makes me scared
Inside of me, everything's a mess
And I stress about it when I'm all alone
Trying to change might kill me
And then I'll end up a dead soul

When I take what I see
That I see in each other
I see every reason
It's worth every problem

What I've become
Is hard to never change
When I become
Everything that you love to hate
What I've become
Is impossible to throw away
When I become
Everything that you love to hate

You create
What I become
Create
And I can't change
Create
What I become

What I've become
Is hard to never change
When I become
Everything that you love to hate
What I've become
Is impossible to throw away
When I become
Everything that you love to hate