Difficult

The closer i get to you we colide. holding on for dear life, holding on tonight, i watch you walk away into the city lights. i failed to try.
i kept it all inside. what kept me from going after you that night? it wasn't my intentions to push you aside.
this shouldn't be so difficult.
you make this hard for me to speak, cause i can't tell you to believe me. i won't let you walk away without me by your side. don't be scared, i'll be right here with you. walk back to you, i don't know what to do. what kept me from going after you that night? it wasn't my intentions to push you aside