Weight Of The Wind

I can feel the weight of the wind in my home town
Cause ain't shit changed since the last time I been around
And I been feeling low, feeling slow, feeling run down
I said: I been doing well, truth is I don't know now
And I can hear the pain in the way that you say my name
The cold gaze in your eyes
Tell me all the things that keep you up at night
If you sleep forever then you'll never have to fight

Where do I start?
I got a big ego and a small heart
Rolling through with a bad attitude
And a mother fucking chip on my shoulder too
I'm like damn, how did it get like this?
I still hate my life, I'm still full of shit
And I got a thing for destruction
Down all the pills, said: Fuck the instructions

I can make the things that I love die
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
Push away the people who stood by my side
They ask me why I do it I don't know why

I can make the things that I love die
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
Push away the people who stood by my side
They ask me why I do it I don't know why