Clarity In Kerosene

I’m finding clarity in kerosene
Incinerating all these memories
I haven't spoke to you since seventeen
Just thought I’d let you know you’re dead to me
You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
A hollow body, like a figurine
I always felt like an accessory
Theres love and hate but this was in between

And all I know
Is that there's clarity in kerosene
All I know
You can’t take back the words you said to me

I hope you choke in your sleep
While you’re dreaming of me
Suffocate in your sheets
I'll be the last thing you see

And I can see it looking back now
Every day you tried to put me in the background
I wasted all this fucking time on you
Every word you said to me I know it wasn’t true

Rollin’ ‘round with that chip on my shoulder
I told myself that it would change when I’m older
But it's getting harder and I swear to God that if I had the chance
I would take all the moments
I spent steady waiting and losing my patience
You fucked with my head, know that I couldn’t take it
And I can’t forgive you
No I won’t forgive you

I hope you choke in your sleep
While you’re dreaming of me
Suffocate in your sheets
I'll be the last thing you see

I’m finding clarity in kerosene
Incinerating all these memories
I haven't spoke to you since seventeen
Just thought I’d let you know you’re dead to me

You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
A hollow body, like a figurine
I always felt like an accessory
Theres love and hate but this was in between

And all I know
Is that theres clarity in kerosene
All I know
You can’t take back the words you said to me

I hope you choke in your sleep
While you’re dreaming of me
Suffocate in your sheets
I'll be the last thing you see