If We're Being Honest

You called me up in August
Said “meet me at the chapel pines”
Just to feel American

“Bury me in orbit
Marry me on 565 ”- yeah, that was just adrenaline

You’re probably right, if we’re being honest

Isn’t it ironic
How am I kind of falling out of time?
It’s messing with my serotonin

So call me back in August
On the 11th I’ll be 29
I appreciate the sentiment

But honestly I
If we’re being honest
Should’ve said my own goodbye
And honestly I
If we’re being modest
Could’ve let my feelings slide
Yeah, you're probably right, if we're being honest

I feel shallow
If I could, I’d make it all come back and I would stay a while longer
If I could, someday I’d like to say “I’m letting go