Nostophobia (feat. SquigglyDigg)

The echoing laughter is chasing my mind
Those flickering pictures of our past lives
Slipping away like dust through my hands
I'm begging for mercy or one final chance

The strings are too tight, they're pulling me down
There's no escape, no, there's no getting out
Storm winds are brewing in my shattered soul
For I still remember how I killed them all

The ocean of guilt will not let me pass
I'm trying to tame my fear of the past
The current sweeps these thoughts from my grip
We can't escape this apocalypse
And as I drown away from you
Forgetting this world and ignoring my wounds
We've lost our hope, now what can we do
Can't help myself but think of you

I can't find the answers when I meet your eyes
Or justification when you ask me why
Forgiveness escapes me and I can't forget
The pain that I caused and the things I regret

This grief still remains, but my mind is clear
So please, promise me that you won't disappear
Even in spite of what I've put you through
I can't bear to learn how to live without you

This ocean of guilt will not let me pass
I'm trying to tame my fear of the past
The current sweeps these thoughts from my grip
We can't escape this apocalypse
And as I drown away from you
Forgetting this world and ignoring my wounds
We've lost our hope, now what can we do
Can't help myself but think of you

(One day, it seemed like nothing matters)
This ocean of guilt will not let me pass
I'm trying to tame my fear of the past
(Once I believed it was gone forever)
The current sweeps these thoughts from my grip
We can't escape this apocalypse
(No longer alone, we'll find our way)
And as I drown away from you
Forgetting this world and ignoring my wounds
(And we'll find peace again)
We've lost our hope, now what can we do?
Can't help myself but think of you

Once I believed it was gone forever
No longer alone, we'll find our way
And we'll find peace again
Someday