Dissolve

Completely lost
In dark surrounded
A wasted life's attempted innocence
I always longed to see you blinded
Inspired thoughts, the darkest complement

It was given, but it did not last
Always hidden, drowning in your past

All aloud - just let it all dissolve
Ending - forced into the ground
All aloud - just let it all dissolve
Pending . let it come to pass

The shards of glass, as always, found along the wall
The broken window always letting in the heavy air
Search for where the truth turned into lies
Sensing where the trust turned into fear

Cling to failing thoughts
Answers never found
Taking in too much, taking gasps of air
Try to hold your breath, listen to the sound
It is getting close
There is no need to care
Focus on your pain, let it grow inside
Slow down, make no haste to stop

You know it is drawing closer
You are left with no desire
To behold what you cannot see
Lift your head, roll your eyes back

Focus on your pain, let it grow inside
Slow down, make no haste to stop
Focus on your pain, let it grow inside
End all, holding in your breath
Focus on your pain, let it grow inside
Falter, finally exhale

You know it is drawing closer
You are left with no desire
Fading hope, no will remain
Can you make it show and make it seem to matter?
Giving - you know it is all your shadow
Captive - you know it is all for them to see

Send your message
You know it is drawing closer
Follow as if your eyes were open

Rather it lay cold and dead
Than revealed in all
Its necrotic splendour

The price to pay
In facing failure