Blindfolded

You're never here but when I dream
You're only different because I won't be
Seems like a distant, so far away end scene
You're making me insane

(I guess I'm paying for all my sins
I'm totally insane right now
This smoke just made me feel really bad)

I'm barely alive
This has been draining me
My feelings for other things are gone
I've never been this crazy in my whole life
This seems like a dead end path