In school I was a neurodivergent retarded
I'm walking out of class, panick attacks, I would vomit
I thought that I was fat, so, I would resort to starving
And when I got my own room, I started the carving
Calling my mom saying that I might off it
My family hear these lyrics and say I'm out of pocket
But I don't think they get it when I struggle so often
Bring me my coffin, I'm ready I want it
Bring me my coffin I'm ready I want it

Fuck out off my business I won't answer any phone calls
I don't wanna witness how my life could really go wrong
Left so many girls in the past and watched them go on
That is when I realize that I don't really own them
I'm eating cereal out of my hands 'cause I don't own a bowl
I would still love her if she hate me
That shit's adorable
I need her more

In school I was a neurodivergent retarded
I'm walking outta class, panick attacks, I would vomit
I thought that I was fat, so, I would resort to starving
And when I got my own room, I started the carving
Calling my mom saying that I might off it
My family hear these lyrics and say I'm out of pocket
But I don't think they get it when I struggle so often
Bring me my coffin, I'm ready I want it
Bring me my coffin I'm ready I want it