Loves Me So, Loves Me Not

I tried to break through your heartbreak brick wall
I tried to forget everything we've been through
But I just found out it was bigger than me
And I won't live to see you apologize
I tried to trust you above everything
But you just couldn't stand not cheating on me
And though you'll always be the one that I love
There was nothing I could do but leave you behind

And I know you'll regret what you did someday
But then it will be too late for "I'm Sorry"
And from now on I'll try to get you off my mind
I guess I'll be just doing the best that I can

So goodbye, don't you cry
Life is just no fairytale
Just try and get through all your days
Goodbye, don't you cry
I guess you just don't really care after all

I told you "I love you", you said "It's OK"
Well that's not quite a really nice thing to say
At least you never tried to illude my heart
And maybe I was too optimistic about you
You never tried to masquerade your lies
For I pretended what you told me was true
But sometimes you get sick of being such a dork
It's when reality calls you back
And you realize you're a fool

Maybe you'll fall in love with someone someday
And then you'll notice how you make me suffer
So don't pretend to cry
Not even if you tried
You could make me believe
That you really loved me

So goodbye, don't you cry
Life is just no fairytale
Just try and get through all your days
Goodbye, don't you cry
I guess you just don't really care after all