Void

This is the start of something new
I wish I could be here with you
I am lonely now making other plans
‘Cause I let you go through my hands

This situation makes me thinking I am so fucked up
I’m so sorry I couldn’t make you stay
So now and then I keep thinking on us but I’m not proud
I’ll have to deal with all my mistakes

I still want you
‘Cause I don’t know (how to live)
I still want you
‘Cause I don’t know (how to live)

Here I am leaving now
I can’t stay in this town
The void inside is killing me
I feel lost without you here
Call my name, shout out loud
It was my fault, I get it now
Can’t forget ‘bout you and me
No, it’s not a bad dream
(Just not a bad dream)

I won’t pretend, I’m missing you
It’s just too late, what can I do?
See you walk away and not looking back
Just got me into pieces like a broken glass

Here I am leaving now
I can’t stay in this town
The void inside is killing me
I feel lost without you here
Call my name, shout out loud
It was my fault, I get it now
Can’t forget ‘bout you and me
No, it’s not a bad dream

Just a little bit crazy
Be stronger they saying
The storm hasn’t an ending
Got caught up in pain
Baby, I’m saying
I’m sorry for taking
The trust, the love
And made all in vain

I hope someday you find someone and you can be loved
Treat you better than I did ‘Cause you deserve
So now and then I keep saying “be kind to yourself”
Because I know this is the only way

Here I am I’m better now
Gotta say I’m staying now
Let yourself feel the pain
You’re so strong I know you can
Come on, baby, let’s go now
Go ahead and put a smile
The void inside is still your friend
But this time it’s not the end