Lonely Summer

Don't wanna wish my life away
But the sun is in my eyes today
Summer's like a big parade
Anyway

It's gonna be
A lonely summer for me
It's gonna be
A lonely summer for me
'Cause I don't know how to be happy

I'm awkward
I dwell on the past 'cause I hate moving forward
If you had a year like mine, I'd say you all would
I don't wanna spend my prime just acting tortured
Sure is a waste of time but hey, it's all good
And I don't wanna kill your vibe 'cause I'm disordered
The sun is allowed to shine but I'm an orchid
Chemistry altered
Recreates with me

Then again, maybe I need this
Glittering sequins
Dip in the sea and
Hittin' the beaches
Give me a reason
Why I shouldn't sleep in

It's gonna be
A lonely summer for me
It's gonna be
A lonely summer for me
'Cause I don't know how to be happy

Fuck it
I wasn't made for dancing, getting lucky
Love is a waste of time when it's not lovely
Sun's out, guns out, fun won't make you love me
'Cause you're bumpin' uglies

Then again, maybe I need this
Glittering sequins
Dip in the sea and
Hittin' the beaches
Give me a reason
Why I shouldn't sleep in

It's gonna be
A lonely summer for me
It's gonna be
A lonely summer for me
'Cause I don't know how to be happy

Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
(It's gonna, it's gonna) It's gonna be
(It's gonna, it's gonna) A lonely summer for me
A lonely summer for me
'Cause I don't know how to be happy
It's gonna be
A lonely summer for me
A lonely summer for me
'Cause I don't know how to be happy
It's gonna be
A lonely summer for me
A lonely summer for me
'Cause I don't know how to be happy