Cup of Chore

I dont know what, what to say anymore.
I feel so bored like many times before.
Im not shure that i can take it cause i need something more. so instead of getting stuck here i walk out thorugh the door.
I feel so bored what can i do everything sucks today. nothing comes my way. i got so may ways to choose now, but im going to follow my heart, and where i end up makes the same to me. i try to live my life in a fantasy just to get away from reality and the man in me that always makes things wrong. this riddle is to hard to handle its to intricate for me. i dont intend to answer i rather watch tv and improve my insuffiency. i feel so bored i cant anymore something have to change i wish i had the strenght to break free from these chain.s and get away and do all those things i told myself to do so many times, but i never emasculate the thoughts in my mind. sometimes i ask myself what is wrong with me. im looking for somethings i cant reach. its time to wake up 'cause tomorrow it maybe to late.