She Really Loved You

Wasting so much time wishing and wondering what could I do to recapture my past because all my memories seem so much better than anything that I'm feeling today. Now its fading away, am I losing hold on the only piece of you that I have left?
Why is it easy to forget when nothing could take that place you left behind. Every night I lie awake worried that each day I am forgetting a little bit more. I need to remember you that way, when I was not afraid to forget. Wasted so much time, wishing and wondering. And I wasted my time, wishing and wondering. Every night I lie awake hoping my tears will dry, will I ever shut my eyes?