Terminal

Just like the air before the storm
The pressure shifts to make way for the rain
And how it falls – a cleanse so vital
But still waiting for a sign that everything will change
(Everything will change)

If I could make some sense of this, the push and pull
Defences at their strongest even when my heart is full
Let this chapter come to a close
Before the clouds return, and I'm too comfortable to ever come back home

So naive
Time sinks its teeth into my bones
Abandon all composure
As I'm slipping further away from home
Impossible, they tell me
Can’t lose yourself when it’s all you’ve known
Forget the need for closure
I'm nothing without all I can’t control

Closer
Closer now, I'm exposed
All the warning signs, yet I still set fire
Now I’ve swallowed too much smoke
Too caught up chasing ghosts to love the light

Rage, rage, rage against the way that I hate myself
But placing energy somewhere else, I lose myself on the way

God, I can be so naive
Time sinks its teeth into my bones
Abandon all composure
As I'm slipping further away from home
Impossible, they tell me
Can’t lose yourself when it’s all you’ve known
Forget the need for closure
I'm nothing without all I can’t control

Rage, rage, rage against the way that I hate myself for what I created

So naive
Time sinks its teeth into my bones
Abandon all composure
As I'm slipping further away from home
Impossible, they tell me
Can’t lose yourself when it’s all you’ve known
Forget the need for closure
I'm nothing without all I can’t control