Being Used (feat. Sepha)

Change up where did I go wrong I just
Messed up sinking all day long I’m just
Sick of being used all wrong I’m just
Watching myself waste all away

Change up where did I go wrong I just
Messed up in my brain so long I can’t
Feel much anymore I’m gone I’m just
Watching everyone leave me again

I can feel the presence between your in the distance just watching
Stuck in the space of the walls where depression left you hungry
Grabbing on my mental state those drugs did no good they take
The emotions out of my best friend left him hollow inside

Cus I see you dancing between
Memories of us on lean
One thing leads to another yeah I see you fitting on the couch over there
Eyes fluttering, hands in a fist I didn’t wish for all of this

Ring around the rosy, down here it’s so lonely
I can feel the cold biting my neck every time I picture you
Twinkle twinkle, little star I never made it that far
I see mental illness has defined me through the eyes of you

When did I ever learn to quit
I’m sorry I can’t be there
When did you learn to not exist
I feel like this is my fault

Things were lookin hopeful
Now they’re paralysed
Those slopes I was to climb
Now exist to demise
Things were lookin hopeful
Now they’re paralysed

Paralysed
Paralysed
Things were lookin hopeful
Now they’re paralysed
Paralysed
Paralysed

On the view from the side
Recline in my back seat
The streets flutter by
I’m on the

On the view from a height
Isolated lonely street
The birds runnin wild
I’m on the
Scared by the shadows

Scared by the light
Scared of your movements
Consume in spite
Scared by the news they say
Scared that you’d run away
Scared that you’d run away

Change up where did I go wrong I just
Messed up sinking all day long I’m just
Sick of being used all wrong I’m just
Watching myself waste all away

Change up where did I go wrong I just
Messed up in my brain so long I can’t
Feel much anymore I’m gone I’m just
Watching everyone leave me again