(how could i be)honest?

Can't fake the old days
There's another way
But another haze awaits
I can't just let myself go

Jibun datte tsukue nakute
Muda datte yamera nenakute
Doro mamine dakara mitsukete yoku shiino

Help me
I wish I could be bleeding
So you could see the pain
You could feel the pain inside me
Waiting
I'm always waiting for something
Something out of reach
Something that will never come back

Ooh
How can I be honest?
'Cause I just broke my promise
In this place where everything happened

Ooh
How can I be honest?
When I don't know myself
Overthinking is making me so helpless

Driving through Chicago
There's something
Felt so alive
I wanted to dive

The same thing again and again
I'm always drowning in the pain
But I know I can't get over this now

Help me
I wish I could be bleeding
So you could see the pain
You could feel the pain inside me
Waiting
I'm always waiting for something
Something out of reach
Something that will never come back

Ooh
How can I be honest?
'Cause I just broke my promise
In this place where everything happened

Ooh
How can I be honest?
When I don't know myself
Overthinking is making me so helpless

Take me home
It's getting cold here
The lights don't glow the same since you disappeared

Take me home
It's getting cold here
The lights don't glow the same since you disappeared