Once Loved

what the fuck are you so afraid of? as strong as lions but you never showed your fucking teeth. long enough to strike fear in the eyes of the unbelieving ones who never question questions put a beleif in anything beyond ones self in fear...
in fear we stand arms folded with our backs to the world and choose to ignore the risk of living and for the excuses each perfect word we use to describe why this is more than we can handle on our backs.

the weight of being truly fucking honest, the days when being dumb and innocent were more than just excuses...
its scares me to see the power you have on the tip of your fucking tongue so much inspiration goes untapped with each hand that reaches out for you, you turn and smirk, you worthless piece of shit. we stand in amazement at what you have become, a shell of what i once loved, i once looked up to...i once loved...