Serenity

I used to be sober every second of my day
Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne
What the fuck is going on?
My mom is saying rehab
My dad is saying Russ what the fuck
Well gee dad what did you expect?

Dropped out of school to make beats (beats)
China needs this, Frank needs that
Mom needs a house on the beach (beach)
My best friend Nick got caught by police (police)
They got him downtown locked up right street (right street)
What the fuck we gon' do now, do now
Need an angel from above, above
To come down and show us love

I used to be sober every second of my day
Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne
What the fuck is going on
My mom is saying rehab
My dad is saying Russ, what the fuck
Well gee dad, what did you expect

Meet one nice girl in the picture
Half brother and a Half sister
It never hit me, wonder if they miss me
Tears falling down on the face of Jimmy
That's my dad, and his first son
wonder 'bout my mom, is she gone
Is she numb?
I can't wrap my head around it
But for the longest time
I was in the gray area, no shine
But the lights shine bright on the truth
Now I'm up drinking gin all night in the booth

I used to be sober every second of my day
Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne
What the heck is going on?
My mom is saying rehab
My dad is saying Russ what the fuck
Well gee dad what did you expect?

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things
That I cannot change and
Courage to change the things I can
And wisdom to know the difference
(Yeah)

I used to be sober every second of my day
Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne
What the heck is going on?
My mom is saying rehab
My dad is saying Russ what the fuck
Well gee dad what did you expect?