Hold

He's made of something
I can't recall
It's him and forever
Or nothing at all

It's only when he loves me that I could start to love myself
But if he doesn't want me, then guns drawn and loaded aiming at my mouth
It's getting kinda lonely without him when I can't tell
If he doesn't want me, if he doesn't want me now

I want his hands, I want his eyes, I wanna feel important
I wanna fight to keep us warm if it all ends come morning
Can't let it go, I want his bones to lay with when I'm going
If I can't have, if I can't hold
If I can't have, if I can't hold

Standing unsteady
What will remain?
Call out to something
And pray that he stays

It's only when he loves me that I could start to love myself
But if he doesn't want me, then guns drawn and loaded aiming at my mouth
It's getting kinda lonely without him when I can't tell
If he doesn't want me, if he doesn't want me now

I want his hands, I want his eyes, I wanna feel important
I'm gonna fight to keep us warm if it all ends come morning
Can't let it go, I want his bones to lay with when I'm going
If I can't have, if I can't hold
If I can't have, if I can't hold

If I can't have him, I'm dying slow
If I can't hold him, I'm dying cold
If I can't have him, I'm dying slow
If I can't, if I can't

I want his hands, I want his eyes, I wanna feel important
I'm gonna fight to keep us warm if it all ends come morning
Can't let it go, I want his bones to lay with when I'm going
If I can't have, if I can't hold
If I can't have, if I can't hold
If I can't have, if I can't hold