Figure This Out

If it meant that I could hear your voice
I'd let you tell me every day that you don't love me
I'd shut my mouth and I'd listen because for some stupid reason
It still hasn't been drilled into my thick skull yet
I'm just trying to get an understanding of this
I always search for what is lost, I know I've got to quit
I think I'm over this, but then I just regress
And I know that you have been done for so long

But I keep romanticizing the idea of you and me
And I'm still hoping for something
Something that'll never be
I still haven't learned

So I tell myself that we'll figure all this out
I know it'll never happen, so I guess I'll shut my mouth
Save my breath and accept that you're happy
I'm just glad that you're happy with where you are

I know I said I'm moving forward
But I might've made a mistake
'Cause I just feel like I've been cornered
Yeah, I'm stuck here in the same place
I've got to get you the hell out of my head already
You're burning my brain, I'm deteriorating
So much time has passed, I'm still just here waiting
And I know that you have been done for so long

But I keep romanticizing the idea of you and me
And I'm still hoping for something
Something that'll never be
I still haven't learned

So I tell myself that we'll figure all this out
I know it'll never happen, so I guess I'll shut my mouth
Save my breath and accept that you're happy
I'm just glad that you're happy with where you are

The truth is I'm just afraid
The truth is I'm just afraid
(Of being alone) The truth is I'm just afraid
(Of being alone) The truth is I'm just afraid
(Of being alone) The truth is I'm just afraid
(Of being alone) The truth is I'm just afraid
The truth is I'm just afraid of being alone in the end

So I tell myself that we'll figure all this out
I know it'll never happen, so I guess I'll shut my mouth
Save my breath and accept that you're happy
I'm just glad that you're happy
Yeah, I tell myself that we'll figure all this out
I know it'll never happen, so I'll shut my fucking mouth
Save my breath and accept that you're happy
'Cause I just want you to be happy
Whether it's with or without me
Though it's clear that you don't need me
I just fucking wish you loved me