Find Myself

My whole life, I've felt like someone else
Holding back my feelings
I can't help but watch it all fall down

As I drift by with an innocent, weakened mind
There's gotta be something more to me
I can feel it making me uneasy
I've gotta figure it out
Push through these thoughts that make me doubt

I'll change my vibe and make it out alive
Abandoned once, but won't be forgotten
I'll hold my ground, won't let them tear me down
No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself

No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself

Sweet and kind
Yeah, I try to be sweet and kind
Only to disguise, all this pain inside, memories are slipping
Every day, I'm feeling like my fucking heart is ripping

And it's getting harder to be a pawn in this game
That we never even wanted to play
Yeah, the government is tainted, human hearts are fading
In the end, one life for another is always traded

It's getting hard to breathe
I just need to do me
So I'll make a choice
Stand for my beliefs, yeah, I'll have a voice

Take accountability for me, myself and I
If I die, that's okay, I wasn't meant to live anyway

I'll change my vibe and make it out alive
Abandoned once, but won't be forgotten
I'll hold my ground, won't let them tear me down
No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself

Oh, no, no more playing nice
Oh, oh, no, yeah, it's time to fight
Oh, oh, no, no more playing nice for me

Oh, no, no more playing nice
Oh, oh, no, yeah, it's time to fight
Oh, oh, no, no more playing nice for me

I'll change my vibe and make it out alive
Abandoned once, but won't be forgotten
I'll hold my ground, won't let them tear me down
No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself

No, I won't sit pretty on a shelf, I'm gonna find myself